Monday 22 June 2009

WAT'S WRONG WITH ME??!! ;-(

I'm seriously not in a gud mood 2day...
Having a very2 bad MOOD SWING....
I didn't eat anythg since morning...x knw y??!!DANG!!
I ws not hungry at all eventhough it turn up 2 b a very hectic n tiring day 4 me..
I ws running up n down...driving here n thr...I ws damn tired bt my tummy didn't..hehe!
I x knw..juz felt full n dont fell lk eating anythg..
Mum ws very pissed off coz she cooked all my favourite dishes bt i didnt even touch a single one of it...(SORY MUMMY!! (^^))
May b i ws worry-ing 2 much abt sumthgz...
i went 2 meet pam & jeff 2day since i ws soo upset of myself througout d day..
Ya,it ws a gud thg tat i went 2 meet them..i ws abit relieve..hmmm...
Jeff ws busy preparing her stuffs..she got an offer in UPM,KL 4 teaching n she will b leaving diz coming saturday..
Ws talking wit them,n she ws showing me all d stuffs tat she bought..
v hd long chat n ws having fun..
Then..v ws sad wen d topic about Lydia cm up..
V r sad abt her leaving 2 Sabah..itz very far n v oni get 2 meet her 6months ones,tat one aso nt sure yet,wherether v cn meet her tat time or nt...haizz..
God's plan is really beyond our expectation...(^^)
I really wanted 2 do a farewell party 4 her on Friday bt i juz gt 2 knw tat she' leaving on Friday morning..
Tiz mean i cant meet her b4 she leave..huh!huh!
Im having class till evening on Friday..errrr..
Im feeling so down..A frend of mine is leaving 2 a far away plc n i cant even say a goodbye 2 her..
Wat d HELL...
ERRRR...Tiz is nt goin 2 happen!!i hv 2 work thgz out...
Later,i drove 2 lydz hs 2 meet her,bt unfortunately she went out..
MMMmmmmm...
i really one 2 meet u n gv u a big hug of GOODBYE b4 u leave,Lydia..

Many thgz happen during my skul-ling life..

So many thgz tat could nt b expressed verbally nor could b put in words..
Both Good & Bad!
Many prodz hv i hd wit my frend ,bt i cant mk it a reason 2 hate anyone of them..
Even those who hv hurt me badly in so many ways...
I feel lk d friendship bond gets even stronger ,wen v are apart aft skul-ling dayz..
It gives us chance 2 appreciate each other n gvs us d chance miss one another..
One will really miz d old n memorable days back in skul,wen they r out n far away frm d skulling life....
Bt most of all they will MISS their frends d most...

At diz very moment as im writing diz...tears are rolling down my check...
I x knw y??!!!
Wat's wrg wit me???!!
May b im missing my frenz too much..
Those of my skul memories...
My skul-ling dayz...
ALL are dinggling,danggling on my mind...
OR may b since im having a terrible MOOD SWING!!!!
All d thgz starts 2 SWING 2gather on my mind...Hehe....

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